GRADES

By most posting you can tell I had a rough semester I ended up with Three A's and one B. The B was hard earned lesson and one I will never forget. Something about making sure I turn papers in on time no matter what and emailing to myself so incase my power gets turned off I will always have a copy. But not bad for old lady!!!!

May I make my brilliant SONS proud???

just another day!!

Hey its been a great sabbath day!! Our wards are changing and I am looking forward to it. Today is Sunday school we talked about the plan of salvation. One of the questions that Bro. Dittmer asked was what is mortal life for?? Everyone in Sunday school talked for a while. But he said he thought of course all the usual answers but he said that it is because we will learn Father will prepare a way for everything. I was thinking if I have the faith and turn it over to him then I will have the desire of marriage. By no means am I not enjoying my life but I am wanting the everyday of marriage. I miss it.

I have been struggling with Do I miss Greg??? I do and always believe that our marriage was suppose to happen and it is eternal. I loved him back when I was 19 and I still do. Is that why I have never thought about remarrying someone else? Back when we were married I know I needed to grow up alot and I always thought the grass was greener on the other side and boy did I find out different? Is Greg just comforted or what? Don't you think we are weird neither one of us has ever married, we talk to each other a couple times a week, and we go out at least once a week. We still do things for eachother. We have learned to respect eachother and our opinions and the fact that we both did wrong things in the marriage. Do I miss him? Is he just a comfort? Do I love him? Am I wanting a impossible thing? I wish I knew?